Tuesday morning
I remember stormy weather
The way the sky looks when it's cold And you were with me Content with walking So unaware of the world Walking on air
My name is CELESTE.Also known as celly/celeteeeee/
marshmellow One-horse town
Passenger seats
The driveway
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Oh yes, you know best.
Posted on: Monday, December 14, 2009
Why is it each time you always think you're in the right? Why do you never give us a chance? I dont know what pleasure you have in torturing us, you report back like a lap dog you know, telling us, effectively labelling us sinners, offenders. Nothing we do is good enough, celeste clean your room, help me bake my cookies, my tarts, dont do this dont do that. You always use the "i'm older and I know more things than you do" but for once, can you trust me? Trust that I wont do the wrong things, trust that I can make the right decisions. You feed and grow on our weakness, and sometimes, I really want to shout in your face that we are not living in that conservative society anymore. People are more open, people do these kind of things and you, stuck in your mindset cannot adjust to it, so why then is it my fault? You always say you have my best interests at heart, but have you ever thought maybe this is the wrong way of doing things? That you have to learn to adapt since I have learnt to bear with all your stubborn, old ways?Posted at: 10:44 PM I feel like screaming sometimes, feel like telling you I'm not a small girl anymore, but I dont. I respect you, but you dont, you think the worst of me, dont you? I have no idea why, does it give you more security by putting me down? One day, I wont be able to withstand your nagging, about the littlest of things that I really dont know why you want to be concerned with. One day. But for now, my tolerance will increase firstly because I just went for confession and secondly because I just want things to work, and i dont want to constantly have a grudge against you. Guess we all have our weaknesses, I'll try to look at it your way, let you have it your way, like the priest said, people cant change overnight.
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