If you're here to check if i'm okay or not, i'm fine, i promise. There isnt anything i can do about it can i? I guess things like this happen, and its good for growth! You're wondering why i'm so positive about it? Well, i had a reaction, yes i was sad/hurt/whatever, but i have a choice to continue feeling hurt/sad or to look at the brighter side of things and i guess i'll just look at the brighter side, its probably gonna take some time to make me forget things, but i'll try :)

I've thought about things, and i think what jaime told me makes perfect sense, she said if i dont ever feel sad in my life, i'll never know what happiness is, and yeah. If you've never been sad, how'd you know how to be happy? yeap, i'm not angry at you, not pissed or anything, things like this happen, i know. I just didnt know it'd happen to me. Ah well. Maybe God planned this, there is a brighter side to things.

I'm happy and jumping now :) nothing wrong with me, absolutely nothing! AND i just cut my hair, now its lighter, and i like it! I mean, its not like, short short like jaime's/lizzi's but just shorter than last time. OH YES, rehearsal today was great. Had it at MDC and we had our phones confiscated cause it was an army camp, just cause our phones had cameras. Its so retarded la please. Like i'd wanna steal any of their information! But anyway, omg, we're paired up with 4 guys for the musical, and my partner looks kinda cute, really! But, when linnette comes then my partner wont be cute anymore :( cause we have to change partners, why cant i be taller! haha, anyway.

CHRISTMAS IS COMING, ALLELUIA! presents and stuff for everyone! I'm still contemplating on your birthday gift, it totally implies something, which is bad so maybe i'll just forget about it. Give it to someone else. tomorrow is christmas eve! my relatives will all be over and its gonna be awesome! yay! curry devil. mhmm AND mutton curry. totally awesome yooo! love the food, year after year, i'm gonna be a stuffed turkey or something keep eating. haha. OKAY, i really need to go now, before its too late to bathe, BYE!!