when you said "i'm not sure" you have no idea what kind of panic that brought me to, i was so scared, so worried that you're gonna tell me that its gone, and that its over. I dont know, i'm praying that its not. I mean, you said it wouldnt, right? Please be right. I dont know what i'd do if its all, over.

Besides that, i have to go bathe and change to get ready for choir. we're going to the esplanade! exciting isnt it. haha, and we're not gonna be fed, not really anyway. They're just gonna give us finger food, and like practice is from about 4 all the way to 10.30 at night, i know, thats really long. But guess what, concert is on friday and we cant afford to slack at all. No way. You know whats different about the concert this time? We arent singing acapella, we're singing with a pipe organ! yeap, those huge things that you see in scary shows which make the loud sounds, with that. Cool huh. the only hard thing is to deal with how loud the choir is gonna be, cause the pipe organ is gonna be pretty loud.

Its 3 more days excluding today till the cambodia people come back! And i'm going to pick them up from the air port with TESSA! she better not bail out on me, i'd kill her. Cant wait till they're back, i feel so lonely in singapore :( at least i still have joshua, but he's always so busy i hardly talk to him too, he's probably the only person who'd sit there on the other end of the phone line and listen to me ramble on about how i miss everyone and how i wish they were back. without much complain. thanks jlowe :)

i should probably go get bathe and changed for choir soon or like now actually and leave early so i wont be late. Can you imagine if i'm late! yes i can, and its reeeeeeeeeally not gonna be a pretty sight to behold. tata!