I know, i know, i'm supposed to do things without expecting anything in return, i know i said that i'd be nice, and its so hard, its really so hard. Please God, help me, its really not as easy as it was a few days ago. I dont know why, am i supposed to expect gratitude? The little bit of gratitude to make my day, for helping out? Maybe the "dont expect anything in return" thing included gratitude, dont expect people to say a simple "thank you" cause thats expecting too much. I figured that out already. Okay, maybe i'm being petty, whatever man. I'm trying so hard to be nice and all, sometimes i dont know why things annoy me, i seriously dont know. And i really think that i'm petty, but i really dont want to be, its hard to change you know, i'm just really annoyed okay. Not anymore, but i was.

Wii boxing was a real good way of relasing my, annoyance really. And it trains your arm muscles i promise, my arms are all sore after bout, half an hour of boxing. It wasnt supposed to be half an hour, but i kept wanting to beat my previous record thing, so yeah, ended up boxing for a really long time. And guess what? I'm a pro now, as in my Wii person is a pro now, cause i played it for so long, it became really good.

A little "thank you" would've made my day. I was planning on bringing it to you, but i realised you asked someone else and not me, that you expected me to know somehow that i should bring it to you. I would have been more than happy, but (blame me for being petty) its not the fact you didnt ask me, its the fact you asked someone else and not me and instead of asking me to bring it to you, you had to ask her, to ask me. Then later on, when i called you answered, "_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _" thanks. totally made my day. and you wonder why i needed to release my annoyance. I'm sorry, i'm trying to be nice, but its so hard.