man, that has got to suck. i'm so tired today cannn! I mean i wasnt exactly sleeping in class, but i wasnt paying attention either, totally forgot everything that mr tay went through, i'm totally screwed, i forgot like, everything. MAN, why cant information just like, stay there or something, it'd be good ya know, for a change. But whatever, no homework today, i've tried the hey maths thing, totally agree with mars, its like designed to stress you out or something.

You know, they make you think so hard, when the answer's not that far away, and then when you realise its actually not that difficult, you'd have already wasted so much time on that stupid question. HAHA. whatever man, i feel so tired, so tired, i almost fell asleep while doing math just now, gosh, i need something to keep me awake. And the camps that just finish were exhausting, like really. I like the lizzi's sessions best, for CL camp. The games were okay, great as well, but i think the sessions were more fulfilling. yeap, though some people will think otherwise, but its okay, lets move on with life.

SO many things have happened over the holidays! I mean, like, so many things have changed, and people have changed, relationships have changed, its all getting better and stuff, looking up to a much better life. Trust me, i know that you need to sacrifice things in order to get your life worked out, i know it pain, but if you constantly run away from it, hide from it and try to pretend like its not happening, it wont help you at all. Why not face it, face the truth, and accept it? Doesnt that make it all the better? If you keep pretending, i cant help you anywhere. Look, i love you, i love all my friends, but sometimes its just better left where it is okay?

I hope you understand, that its wasting your time, and i'm sorry that i ever did. OH WELL, that aside, i shall take a power nap, do some work, go for a walk? I need to get those endorphines going man, my brain's totally dead now, cant think, cant do anything. come on celeste, WORK HARD, aw man. i dont wanna. fine, lets do it together, God, please help me.