hello world, whom i have abandoned for a period of time :)
celeste is back, with more news.

okay fine, so its really not much news, but whatever. today was a pretty fun day and all. the youths from church went to wash cars, yes, me included. it totally reminded me of choir, when we had to go wash the cars and stuff for fund raising for italy trip. yeah. totally fun, except when the car's awfully dirty and there's like, bird poop and other disgusting stuff, of which i dont want to think about.

but yes, it was fun. then after lunch, lizzi, jaime, rachel, larissa & I went to the pool room to sort out the prizes for the funfair next week, 6th july. so... ALL THOSE READING BETTER COME FOR IT!

What: SVDP funfair
When: 6th July'08, 8am - 3pm
Where: SVDP church. (along yio chu kang road)

yeap. COME EVERYONE. its supposed to be a blast, and i guess we'll all enjoy ourselves if we tell ourselves that its an enjoyable thing. i mean, even if you go to the most enjoyable funfair, if you dont have the mood or are upset, it'll feel like some sucky funfair anyway, no matter what. but, i guess joy comes from within you, people can attempt to make you happy, but you're really the only person who can truly make yourself happy.

yeap. anyway, after clearing up and stuff, the rest of CL went to play rugby at fernvale, but i couldnt go cause i had tennis. aw man! but its alright, tennis was really fun, i enjoyed it, really. time just passes so fast when you're having fun, doesnt it? yeap. then came home, read a little, went to bathe, ate dinner and here i am :) and tomorrow, school starts again, BUT, thank GOD. its a retreat tomorrow for the first 4 sec3 classes. great stuff, so there isnt actually any school at all. wow, isnt that great?

haha, alright. this week has passed so fast, and the weekends are already over, i could almost swear that it just started before it ended. but oh well, we cant always have the best things in life, can we? OH OH, i realised something, i think i'm quite a petty person. and i hate it. i cant stand being so, petty. WHY WHY? i dont want to be like that. GOD, help me. sometimes, i really just wished i was someone else, i wish i didnt feel like that over some stupid small issue.

have you ever wished you were someone else?
hoping things would be different somehow?
dont we all want dreams come true?
but we never get it, its nothing new.
have you ever felt like you were going to lose the world?
and in the end, you realise you were never going to?
sometimes we misinterpret things,
lose ourselves, and breakdown.
because we dont clear up the misunderstanding.
when we see the light, we realise its so stupid.
then we ask ourselves the question,
"how could i have thought that?"
this is the hard fact, its true.
lets just face it, i never want to lose you.

lets all go back to reality. school's starting, again.
WORK. aw man. this. really. really. sucks.