OKAY PEOPLE. today was a pretty good day for me, seriously. well, it was till about, 9.45pm and thats not considered day, so my day wasnt ruined. *whew* But whatever, today lissa, mars, lizzi came to my house at about 11.45 and then my dad drove us to serangoon gardens to eat lunch and sign us in for bowling. yeap. we went bowling, 2-4. it was, funny, to say the least. and lissa and mars totally hate bowling now, but i find it pretty fun really. haha.

okay, so we go for lunch at cafe cartel, ordered a set lunch and it comes with dessert right? so yeah, after the meal, we're all wondering what the dessert is, so we sit there and wait. GUESS WHAT, the dessert was the small ice cream thingo, mini poppers, which was still in its wrapper. LIKE WTH. when it came, and we saw it, all of us had to try so hard not to burst out laughing cause it seriously was too funny.

After lunch, we go to the club and sign in for bowling, get our shoes and start. In the begining, i was seriously, damn lousy. It kept going into the "longkang" and yeah, the pins were standing there, straight as ever, didnt even move. But slowly we all got better, and I HAD A STRIKE. even though it was only one, BETTER THAN NOTHING. so yeah. OH YES, and then the funnist thing happened. We laughed so hard, and tried to hide it, but failing miserably.

So next to us, is this group of guys that i suppose are from secondary school. Still in uniform and all. We thought they were lousy, but they were, a little in the begining and started getting way better. So anyway, all of them were trying to be cool, you know, trying to act like they have style in bowling. And this guy, cause his right leg was crossed behind his left too far, after the bowled, he FELL DOWN. IN FRONT OF THE FRIGGIN LANE. omg, that was so funny, i SWEAR. then we were all laughing so hard, but trying to hide it, cause, you know, it isnt nice to laugh at someone, seeing as we WERE kinda pathetic as well.

It was lizzi's turn after that, and cause she was laughing so hard, when she swung the ball towards the pins, it didnt go towards the pins, it came towards US. yeah, she dropped the ball behind herself, and OH MAN, we were laughing so hard, i SWEAR i'd have developed some form of abs. We should SO have taken a picture of that la. hilarious much. I realise, when i go out with lissa, lizzi, mars, there's always laughter and fun. And i really do always enjoy myself.

After the whole bowling thing, we went swimming. when we were at the pool, THEN i realise i'm missing something. YES, my swimming costume. TELL you, that was so annoying, cause i really wanted to swim. So i called my dad, asked him if my brothers wanted to come swimming, and if they were, to bring my swimming costume. I convinced my brothers to come, so i could swim. And my dad brought my costume and goggles for me. Mars and lissa didnt swim though, because they didnt bring costumes and they're parents didnt allow them to.

THANK YOU DADDY, I LOVE YOU.

swam, and realised how much i miss swimming, and how slow i am now. i seriously used to be fast. but that was in the past, now, nah. After that, bathed and changed. (mars went off with her parents already, for dinner) Then we had dinner at the club restaurant. i had beef hor fun. it was okay, but i couldnt finish it as usual. And my BROTHER, MATTHEW chided me on not finishing my food, and wasting money, because that was what i used to do to him. But anyway, after dinner, my dad dropped lissa, lizzi and I off at church and we went for charismatic. It was okay, there have been better sessions, but it was okay.

After that, colin was supposed to tell me something. truthfully, after i heard what i did, i had absolutely no reaction. And i think its like as if my mind has created this protective layer, to filter in only what i really care about. its like an anti-biotic. If you dont take the full dosage, you're body will start fighting against the medicine, and it wont work any more. Your body then, creates a resistance, just like your mind. I'm immune to it, truthfully, i dont care much anymore. why should i? He keeps telling me you're trying, trying your best. i've only got one thing, no. one word to describe that.

BULLSHIT.

i'm sorry, the trust contract ended a long time ago. Just that, you didnt realise it. Now i'm telling you, the contract ended, and you've got to pay a price, accumulated from all the other expired contracts, to renew this one. takes guts. i'm not asking you to stop now. take your time. ALL i asked of you, was to stop lying, but i guess that was too much.