so, i'm really supposed to be revising history now, but ah, i really really dont wanna. i know i should and i did, a little. i mean, seriously, i cant study history, ask my study anything BUT history la. okay, fine i'm gonna study after this post, happy. urgh. hate history, why the hell must i go remember some stupid facts about history, why the hell would i want to know about stalin at all?

but anyway, my "emo" phase has passed and i'm pretty much back to normal now. sometimes i really think too much into things, well i didnt for that particular thing, BUT, i guess i have to put in more effort into the friendship huh. i've left for too long, i'm sorry. i know you need my support more than i need yours. sorry i've been such a prick. i'll try to be a happy kid for you :) maybe you'll be a happy kid too!

oh ya, i'm supposed to go to church at 3 to help lissa with chem, redox. oh well, i feel useful now. at least this is something that i can teach someone and without them turning the tables around to teach me instead. ah, actually, we'll have to see first, cause i havent even taught her anything yet, so ya.

oh yes, please please, dont run away. what will I do without you! seriously, maybe i'm being selfish by asking you to not run away cause of me, but yeah, not good to have that idea in your head in the first place. you're too dear to me for me to lose you. DONT OKAY. everything HAS a solution. think twice. you wont even know where to go after you run away right! or do you?

hahah. anyway, i really should get down to studying soon, spent the morning at IMH playing with this little girl. she's quite cute. we played monopoly with her. BEN! DONT BECOME A COLIN. heh. you should have seen ben's face when i told him he was becoming colin. his face said something like "OMG. YOU CANT BE SERIOUS!" super funny.

OKAY HISTORY, here i come.