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Tuesday morning
I remember stormy weather
The way the sky looks when it's cold And you were with me Content with walking So unaware of the world Walking on air
My name is CELESTE.Also known as celly/celeteeeee/
marshmellow One-horse town
Passenger seats
The driveway
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love is patient;
Posted on: Wednesday, April 9, 2008
Posted at: 9:45 PM  Patience. thats something that i pray to God that i'll have. okay, so maybe whatever's happening is, God's giving me the chance to be patient, but no, thats not it. i dont know why, but people just keep pissing me off. why, because you're so condescending. yes, you. i cant stand that tone, i know you're trying not to be, but your insults are ever flowing and its directed at people whom i know. people whom i care for MORE than you. i could say i hate you, but no, i'm learning, to forgive, to be patient. i do believe that things happen for a reason. things are flying way out of control, i dont know whats going on anymore, and i dont know how so many people got involved in this. stop acting like you're the stronger one, okay. just stop it. you're acting like we have to beg YOU so that no one would get hurt. lets face it, you're not. so stop acting like you are. its annoying and its pushing my patience out of bounds. whatever man. its taking up too much of my time. i'm supposed to be studying lit now, but i just finished math, which i'm sure is wrong. rah. today wasnt a good day for me, its kinda like, sucked. lessons were, draggy and well, its the last choir practice before exams. which means that the exams are dangerously close, now thats, scary. i keep failing math. HOW on earth am i going to pass it? pft, school. even though my life seems really out of proportion, i know there are people worst off than me, so i really should stop complaining so much. each time i do, i feel so selfish. like i cant get enough of life. of course, everyone wants things to go their way, but i still strongly believe everything happens for a reason, so i'll just let it be. stop complaining celeste! i'm just looking for that silver lining in my overcast life, you are my silver lining. though my life is overcast, i still can carry on, maybe there'll be blue skies up ahead, no point staying here and moaning. so come on friends, we can do it :) this silver lining, the one that i've been waiting for. Lissa wants special mention, so here you are. you're in my post :) haha. okay, okay,i know. you're a great friend, and i mean it. (happy now?)
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