sometimes i feel really selfish, like i keep wanting my way, and i never really think of others. i mean, i've always known that i was selfish, but i never really understood how much. i guess it took me sometime to understand how selfish i was. in the literal sense, like, i keep wanting things to go my way, and sometimes, not caring how the other party feels. i'm sorry. just, thought of it suddenly and realised it all of a sudden.

finished reading new moon today, its not bad, except for the fact edward wasnt in it. he would make THE perfect boyfriend, seriously. you have NO idea what kind of a boyfriend he'd be. just go read twilight, you'd fall for him for sure. anyway, i'm going to borrow eugenia's eclipse! i wanna know what happens to bella in the end. ohhh. exciting much.

so today was, rather, okay. i love mondays, but today was kinda plain, not the usual exciting monday that i have. whatever. ms mara was being pretty cool. i sort of, like history now. well, at least for this chapter, its MUCH more interesting than the previous chapter about treaties, that was, well, history. anyway, i went for dental today! now my braces are red black, alternated. haha, it looks weird i'll admit, shoulnt have chosen thoses colours.

OH. i still havent drawn my person for the friendship day thing yet. oh no! okay i better go do it. AND i still havent studied for chem test on friday, i read through the chapter on atomic bonding, but i still need to study more. kay, i'll do my work before sleeping. PROMISE! i have to do the paper person. its for 3/2! hehe.

"its suffocating, like i cant breath,
i've called to ask for your help,
you just walked away,
i'm drowing in my sorrows,
i thought you were my friend,
but now i know that i'm wrong"
lets be best friends, forever