yessage. time does fly doesnt it? tomorrow, i'm flying off to ITALY, where we're going for competition. which i'm really afraid of, what if we dont do well, what if something bad happens, what if, what if. there's so many things to think through, what about my homework, what about everything. dont get me wrong, i'm really excited to go to italy, i mean, its ITALY, AND we're going for a competition. its such a blessing to sing in such a beautiful country. thank you God.

and besides, i'm not worried that we wont get Gold or anything, i'm worried that we dont sing our best. that at that moment we suddenly lose all confidence. anyway, like ms tham said, its much better to sing our best, and not get a Gold, than to sing terribly and still get a Gold that we know we dont deserve. we'll just sing our best, and if thats not enough, who's to blame? different people have different ways of seeing things, what we think sounds nice might not be what the judges think sounds nice.

yeah, so after choir i went home, and was a little late. my grandmother was interogating me, why i was home so late la la la, go pack my bag, yeah. okay, then peter and joshua came over to my house to play the wii thingo. and i rather enjoyed today. choir was fun and so was playing the wii thing. its nice to sometimes just do nothing, play with your friends, and have fun. and besides, its the last time i see joshua/peter till i come back from italy.

but anyway, i've packed my bag, or at least, somewhat packed it. clothes are in, most of my other stuff are in the bag too. theres too much space in my luggage which my mom tells me is to keep the stuff that i'll buy back from italy. hmm, i dont think i'd buy THAT much stuff, but okay. i hope my mom comes back early tomorrow so she can help me check that i didnt forget anything. i NEED her around. i'm hopeless without her. come back soon mummy!

oh yes, speaking of friends, i'm glad that i've met all the people that i have met in my life. really, thanks for everything. you make my life all the more better. especially you. you've made my life better, a whole lot. i'm not saying everyone else didnt make an impact, but you're just different. somehow or other, i trust you so much more than everyone. bestfriends? no? not yet? to me, you are. quote jaime's shirt "friends are forever, boys are whatever"
so guys, see you all in about 2 weeks ya? dont miss me too much! i'll try to get stuff for some of you from italy okay. i'll try my very best! but if i dont, sorry! the exchange rate is so high, and we dont have much time to shop anyway.

so long,
farewell. (haha, get it choir girls?)