today was, well, tiring to put it simply. i had choir this morning, and it was a workshop with Dr Goh, the composer of the song "farewell" that we're going to sing in italy. cool huh. its about this chinese poem as Dr Goh explained and it was written by a 7 YEAR OLD girl. can you believe that, there are so many hidden meanings in the poem, and to think a 7 year old would actually come up with all that. and thinking back, what was i doing when i was 7?

after choir, i went for the cluster training for the primary schools, and well, i wouldnt say it was very fun or what not, but i guess its worth the effort we all put into this. i really hope the schools enjoyed themselves AND learnt something out of the whole camp if not it'd be a wasted camp, and that'll suck really badly. but anyway, i got wet. people were chasing me with pails of water. wth lah. i was DRY. WAS. but i enjoyed it anyway.

okay, on to more, serious stuff, you know what, i really really miss the old you. there was a point of time i really treated you like a bestfriend, cause you were everything i wanted in a friend, sweet, caring, respectful and loads of other stuff, really. but you've changed, and i know i cant stop you, so lets just see how it turns out okay? i would never want to lose you, but i dont think i can continue that same friendship either, it wouldnt be the person i first met. or you know what, maybe its just me. okay, ignore what i said.

yes, anyway. ITALY IS IN ANOTHER 6 DAYS. gosh. thats so so fast, like, YA. i cant believe i'm actually going to italy to perform. and i'm really so scared, cause i know everyone has such high expectations of us, and i know i'm not supposed to think negatively, but i dont wanna dissapoint anyone, and most especailly ourselves. sigh. at least it'd be over in a day, so that wouldnt be too bad.

"i miss the old you, please come back, i probably lost my bestfriend, thats not going to come back, ever."