when people say absence makes the heart grow fonder, they really mean it. yeah, i kinda thought it was stupid when i first heard it, but when it actually happens, then you'll realise that what they said was actually true. there's this other saying, um, okay i dont know exactly what it is, but basically it means that only when you lose something, would you realise how much you need it, or rather, its true value. i guess there is truth in that. trust me, i know.

but anyway, had an Amath test today, and my first reaction after finishing the paper was "good, i wont fail this time" but, thats the thing see, if my reaction is like that, chances are, i'd really actually fail. and rather badly too. sigh. i really hope i dont fail Amath again. it'd be so depressing. i dont wanna start hating math, cause thats sad. its really interesting and it was my favourite subject, that is, until i started getting completely confused and started failing. haha.

oh, and today was a really cold day. i was freezing in class. cause it was raining and there was wind. oh the cold. yeah. borrowed rachael's jacket all the time she didnt need it. it was so cold. maybe singapore's weather would change :) and start to cool down, not get so hot. (yeah right) i've kinda been dreaming for that day for AGES. but, it hasnt come...... yet.

today has been a weird day for me, passion play in the evening, but mostly i felt weird cause i felt something was missing. yeah. i wont die from this feeling, but, i wouldnt be as happy as i'd like myself to be. hurry back!