you know, i really love you, and i really thought i could trust you. i really did. i believed you when no one else did. and you just lied? so everything you told me was a lie? everything i believed about you turned out to be a lie? how could you? thats so cruel. i told you to tell me did i not? yes i'd accept you, you know that. but why?

it just pains me to think that everything that you've said could just be a lie? was this all for fun? do you think this is just a game? no, it isnt ok. i dont treat it like a game. i'll not say anything, i wont ask. i'm just going to wait, and see how long you take to tell me what happened. yes, i'll wait. cause i want this to work, but look, if you're just gonna keep hiding things, its not my fault that one day everything i've ever said is just going to dissappear.

if you dont know me, i hate it when people lie to me. especially when i've put so much trust in you. i cant believe you said those things, lying to me. without even feeling the slightest hint of guilt. seriously. why oh why do i trust people so easily? time and again people lie to me, just because i trust them. it seems like the only person i can trust is myself. maybe one or two of my closest friends. but not you. not like that.

i dont wanna be treated like a doll. oh yes, you can do anything to that doll cause it belongs to you. i'm not like that. i dont belong to you, i know how to think on my own. i know whats good and bad. i dont want to be treated like some stupid doll. just tossed aside when you dont want to play with and played with when you're bored. i hate this feeling.

cant you just tell me the truth? i really trusted you. i thought i could trust you. but no, you;ve proved all my friends right. why? they warned me, but no. i still chose to believe you and this is how to repay the trust i have in you? ok great. thanks you've made my day.