i dont know whats wrong.
you think there isnt anything wrong.
i thought you were my best friend,
i was wrong.

its not you,
its me.
i dont know anything
just ignore me
i think i'll be better off alone
no one can help me
this is taking over my emotions.
i can say what i want to say now,
i dont care if you judge me
i dont give a shit if you think i'm changing.
you dont know whats wrong.
my life is so perfect in your eyes isnt it
everything's fine.
yeah oh so fine
i'm sorry. this is really how i feel.
and you, i'm sorry.
i dont think i can say it back to you.
i dont know whats wrong with me.
i dont want it to end.
who am i kidding.
im lying. sorry.
i think all the while i have been.
i've committed the greatest of crimes.
i dont wanna do any of this
i hope i'm wrong.
i really dont wanna do this
thats why i didnt wanna start it in the first place.
this is going on too far.
i cant carry it on.
please forgive me.
you can hate me forever.
but i dont know. please.
i think i lied,
i dont know if i meant any of it.
i'm so sorry.
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK YOU.
i feel so f-ed up. seriously.
i know i'm not alright.
who am i kidding.
but i will be.
nothings gonna happen.
if something does,
forget it. at least i'm sorry.
so this is the end, FUCK OFF.