today's day was okay i guess, i love mondays on our new timetable. yeahh. had HHF and it was pretty ok. my class was still enthu from camp and we had fun learning to defend ourselves. its right on cool :) then we had physics, which was, interesting (as always) but at the same time, mr chan was just being his normal (gay) self.

then had double math, and i forgot everything about math. like, totally lost all of it at camp, but it found its way back to my brain. amazing. recess, and double RME which was spent watching evan almighty in the AVA. felt like sleeping. and then, double ss. we havent gotten back our test papers yet, wonder how i did. hmm.

after school went to subway with lizzi to buy her food, took MRT then 70 and got stuck at the bus stop cause it was pouring. called my dad to ask him buy me lunch then drop us at church (which was across the road, but yeah) but it started to get lighter so in the end i collected my lunch and just walked to church. was drenched. thank god my books werent.

joshua was at church before us, and we spent the last 1/2 hour or so telling lame jokes and stuff. quite fun. went for mass, came home, and played raving rabbids. yes, rabbids not rabbits. enjoyed myself. seriously, the cheap thrills in life i have :) but whatever.

i've got duty tomorrow, hosting the schools who are coming for the lit drama thing. and i have to wear my full council uniform. oh gosh its gonna be so HOT. okay, then i'll have passion play rehearsal at 6. oh man oh man, tomorrow's gonna be one tiring day :) brace yourself celeste, you can do it.

things were crappy yesterday, but i realised i'm not gonna get any closer to being the person i wanna be if i just sit there and mope. so, i'm gonna work hard, maybe i should smallen my socail circle. i'm only 15, dont need to know so many people. dont need to be so involved in everything i do, right now, it's school work, choir, church, council & friends. a bit hard to balance huh. i'll work on it :)

so many things have happened.
in such a short time.
my life is changing,
oh yes, its fine, its fine.