YO PEOPLE, whats happening in your lives right now? mine? nothing really much, study, study, choir, CL, homework, council. yeah. its pretty average, and has a degree of interest. well, somewhat, if you can consider it "interesting". but anyway, i wont mention it, cause its not supposed to be known, though i'm pretty sure that people will find out somehow anyway. but, i shant speed up the process :)
if you're trying to figure out why i dont,
you know, recently, i've started putting smiley faces in my smses. *gasp* i dont know why either. i think its cause of my phone since i changed it. its become a habit to put a smiley face every now and then. but yeah. SO, anyway. today, school was as usual, quite boring. we got back our Emath test results. GUESS WHO'S THE SUPER DUPER CLEVER GIRL WHO FAILED. so smart, yes its me. haha.
maybe its cause i dont want to get heartbroken.
i guess cause i didnt study for it and all, but yeah. anyway, i'm supposed to be doing my homework and/or studying for my upcoming lit test. which is most probably tomorrow, though some people say its on wednesday. donch know. should i study at all? ah, i think that i should. i might fail yet another test if i dont. so yeah, its like, 3.40 and my brothers arent home yet. ok wait, i hear my neighbours dog barking. so maybe they are.
i want to be sure that you'd never break my heart,
OH YES. i hear the gate, they're back. haha. oh well, who ask them to go to st. pats. which is so freaking hell far away. but anyway, i'm gonna get my braces in a week. OH. exciting! think i'll look pretty weird and all, but heck, i cant keep on caring what everyone says about me. i just wanna be happy. and for now, i think i am.
but i know its crazy, so dont mind me.
but i know some of my friends arent in their exactly happy state, so, cheer up you guys, its not so bad if you look at it from a different angle :) and if its really bad, you know that i'd be here for you, so dont be too sad. i might not be of much help cause relationship stuff is out of my control. i cant do anything about it. but God can. pray to him, and he'll answer prayers. in his own time, in his own ways, trust me.
i'm afraid if i say i do, i might not mean it,
you think where you are is bad?
you think thats hell?
give me time, if you're willing to wait.
i've been much deeper,
felt alot of hurt,
God does answer prayers,
just have faith.