i'm performing for the choir concert. ahh. oh no oh no. i cant do it. the stupid chant is so hard and i just learnt it today and and. i'm supposed to have it memorised by tonight but i cant cause i came back like 2 hours ago from church and i'm really too tired to learn anything. my brain wont work now. ahhh.

ok. celeste, chill, you;re gonna be fine. yes i am. its only a chant. i can do it. okay. tomorrow after tennis, i shall sit down and learn the chant and memorise it. i can do it. yay me. but anyway. had a whole day of choir and it was quite enjoyable. i mean, after missing so many rehearsals its actually good to be back singing again. i like it.

then went to church and was late for mass so i didnt go in for mass. stayed outside and waited for the mass to end and for everyone to come out. had caroling till 9 and then went for dinner cum supper with a bunch of CL people. and fel,colin and tessa walked me home. the nice people. thanks! it'd be super scary to walk alone.

its late and maybe i should go to bed. will try to, need some rest. tennis again tomorrow.
ciao.