you told me not to, if i did,
i didnt understand why.
i want to know, of course,
but the truth is sometimes hard to get by.

you tell me not to, yet the way you act,
doesnt match what you say,
i cant keep clinging onto that hope,
but yet i want it to stay.

i'm trying my best, i really am,
but if you dont like me,
dont give me that hope,
i'll know its a scam.

i hate feeling this way,
doing things for the wrong reasons,
i'm convincing myself that i dont,
i just want to be free one day.

i told myself,
lets just be friends,
but every time i see your face,
i'm clinging onto that hope that never ends.

i dont want to feel this way,
because i know one thing,
the person that you have in mind,
is not me, i know, not think.