the leadership camp thingo was quite ok. i mean, at least i missed the programmes arranged for us for post exam activities, like some jazz dance thingy. and anger management or something, but i dont really care. tomorrow i'm gonna miss the checking of the rest of the papers like math, lit, history and chinese. thank god, i think i'd faint if i found out i failed math and lit, again.

and anyway, the leadership thing taught me something, that you can forgive someone for doing something, but you'll never forget what had happened, or at least it'll be very difficult to forget completely.

and if you think that i'm ignoring you, i'm not. the only reason i'm not talking to you is cause you're not talking to me, and let me tell you this, i'm not going to apologise cause i've tried to apologise to you before and you turned me down.

and i've not held a grudge against you, all that i've said about you is a lie, i've never really meant what i said. i dont know what you want me to do now cause i'm staying where i am. you can call me stubborn, whatever, but i'm not apologising. this is what happens when you dont believe me when i'm truly sorry.